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oh..lots of pain here. My shins hurt but there is notihng that could make me give up running. The feeling you get when you accomplish a long, hard run is totaly undescribable. Today i went and saw "Blue Crush" and it was alright. I relised it was 2 hous of my life spent watching a girl surf, but the message was nice and it had a few funny parts.
saw some people from school...they look the same as usual.
I'm going to get my classes tomorow, and one more ugly looking school pi, and an ugly cross country pic..
I feel so strange right now but i'm not sure why.
It's kinda like im just watching life. I mean i relise that things are happening around me
but i feel like im powerless or maybe im just too lazy to care.
If life was a game i would be sitting on the sidelines.
I'm going to write a song about that...
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    my name is jonas-Weezer

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Hey there! This is my last entry until friday unitl friday night. dotn cry too hard i know you will all miss me. I'm gonig to crossd country camp were i wioll be the only freshman. yeha i'm scared silly but oh well i choose to go. why again am i gonig to an OPTIONAL camp? I hope the lake gets warm enough to swim in. I had such a crazy long, tiring, day today. I finaly got my hair highlighted and trimmed. Much needed. I spent the night at Alissa's hosue last night. I now love carmel bars.
Well im tired and out fo things to say. I wanted to go to the ice cream parlor (ConeZone) tonight but i did not get my wish. boo hoo. love much!
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Three traits you're happy to possess:
1. thin
2. blue eyes
3. ?

Three traits you're not so happy to possess:
1. icky skin
2. nose
3. feet?

Three traits you wish you possessed:
1. boobs
2.big lips
3.pearly white teeth

Mental
Three traits you're happy to possess:
1. caring
2. logical thinking
3.humor

Three traits you're not so happy to possess:
1. jealousy
2. anger
3. depression

Three traits you wish you possessed:
1. confidence
2. even more compation(sp?)
3. less serious

Relationships
Three ideal mental characteristics of a partner:
1.to be insere
2. humor
3. to be a daydreamer

Three ideal physical characteristics of a partner:
1. good skin, healthy glow
2. tall
3. beautiful eyes

Three things your partner should know and understand about you:
1. im jealous
2. i dont talk much around strangers
3. somethings i take real light hearted, and other things im very sensitive about

Three things you've done and regret:
1. held back on opertunities because of being scared of failure/embarrassment/regection
2.not living life to it's fullest
3. isolated myself

Three things you plan on doing:
1. acting
2. big cities, bright lights
3. finding that special guy that is out there somewhere! not necessarily marriage though

People
Three people who have influenced you most (and how?):
1. I dont have any role modles exactly, so maybe myself
2. media?
3. my family, but perhaps in a negative way : S

Words
Three song lyrics you best relate to:
1. "the chains which once held us are only the chains which we've made" -Deep Water by Jewel

2. "covered with a perfect shell such a charming beautiful exterior laced with briliant smiles and shinning eyes perfect posture but your barely scrapping by, but your barely scrapping by. this is one time that you cant fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all."-Place you haave come to fear the most-Dashboard Confessionals

3. " a million screams of how a need a hand-in-mine to feel, why are you so far away form me?"-Across the Sea, Weezer

4. " every day i fight a war against the mirror i cant take the person looking back at me, im a hazard to myself"-Dont let me get me, Pink

5. "I wish i was specaiIso fucking special, but im a creep; I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul"-Creep, Radiohead
6. "

Three good pieces of advice:
1. if you live to please someone else, you live a lie
2. no matter how depressed you are, live WILL get better
3. listen to those around you, they are not warning you for their benefit
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    creep-Radiohead

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glack blocks. Bag pipes. Commands. grunting. clapping. chatter. These are the various sounds of band camp that I have come to know and love over the past week. Yes, After all the worries and tears over band camp I have come to find it as possible one the of coolest things I did all summer. Right next the the concert and vacation. Was it like American Pie? No. BUT I agree with my companion Suck3rpunch, because I have this strange feeling that I want to find a wounderful boy to share my highschool experiances with. I'm so stoked about going to school, but on the other hand i'm worried that I'm setting myself up for a downfall.
Goals this year: Have fun
Study hard
Take every oppertunity
Try my best to make friends
While donig these things I may even find a wounderfuly hot guy which would be a good thing. If i want to mett guys I have to look no farther than my own band! hot guys I saw this week were...*Jake *Kevin *Jeff *Paul(i guess) *Tony
and there is some cunfusion aobut this matt child. I like him as a friend, okay? I think he's pretty neat and it's definitly the kind of person that I look for to hang out with. So dont be like "Anna likes him" cause it was late at night when i said that. we were all tired. i even forgot that he had a girlfriend until soemone reminded me today:|
I'm tired now i will go!! love lots my peeps

p.s I got cabel on my computer and it now has super human strength!
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    My name is Honas-Weezer

The real life adventures of an epic hero

Oh the sorrows and the joys of life. Today was exciting! First i march a long yet exciting trek of 2 miles in the annual coast guard prade! After that I went to the Scottsville Clownband (which i didn't really listen to) where I met up with cousins Hope and Sarah. We went shopping and i bought belly buttons rings and snowcones. I saw various people such as :
my soccer coach, britny, leslie, goe jimes, KriS topher and more!
Then to end the night even better My long astranged brother (noweb4u) met us downtown to enjoy the fireworks experiance. I can honeslty say I have never seen a better fireworks display ! No ill words, cause I think it completely rocked! While going to get some refreshments with my cousin i ran into no other than David. Just when i like no one at all that boy comes in and ruins my thoughts!!! I now find him exceptionaly adorbale and sweet. ..Okay but well the point is today was excellant, no quesitons asked.

Now TOMOROW on the other hand (leaving for band cmap) is still questionable. Will I have fun? Will i be home-sick? Will i miss out? Will i physicaly/mentaly survive? Am i gunna get my ass chewed out for not knowing my music? Are the rumors about band camp true? Are these stories real..or urban legend? only time will tell my friends..
So this is my last entry for awhile, maybe forever. Just remember if i dont make it thorugh alive make certain that my uoligy starts out "this one time at band camp...
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    across the sea-weezer

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Oh the sorrows and the joys of life. Today was exciting! First i march a long yet exciting trek of 2 miles in the annual coast guard prade! After that I went to the Scottsville Clownband (which i didn't really listen to) where I met up with cousins Hope and Sarah. We went shopping and i bought belly buttons rings and snowcones. I saw various people such as :
my soccer coach, britny, leslie, goe jimes, KriS topher and more!
Then to end the night even better My long astranged brother (noweb4u) met us downtown to enjoy the fireworks experiance. I can honeslty say I have never seen a better fireworks display ! No ill words, cause I think it completely rocked! While going to get some refreshments with my cousin i ran into no other than David. Just when i like no one at all that boy comes in and ruins my thoughts!!! I now find him exceptionaly adorbale and sweet. ..Okay but well the point is today was excellant, no quesitons asked.

Now TOMOROW on the other hand (leaving for band cmap) is still questionable. Will I have fun? Will i be home-sick? Will i miss out? Will i physicaly/mentaly survive? Am i gunna get my ass chewed out for not knowing my music? Are the rumors about band camp true? Are these stories real..or urban legend? only time will tell my friends..
So this is my last entry for awhile, maybe forever. Just remember if i dont make it thorugh alive make certain that my uoligy starts out "this one time at band camp...

YOUR A MONSTER DONT EAT ME

Well well well, band camp is Sunday and i'm completely terrified. Im a home-body and i prefer my natural surroundings. But before dweling on that let me describe my day...
Cortnee and I went downtown Grand Haven tonight on the last eve of Coast Guard. As of tomorow night, the fun and excitement of this town will disappear as a lost dream in the minds of totured souls. It will soon pass but it will not be forgotten. For it is the lights, the smells, and the people, that make each experiance unique and worthwhile. We indeed did see a great many people tonight. Without too much elaboration I will list a few;
Katie, Karen, David, Tara, whitley, Jackie, Opie(sp?), leprachaun, scary men,2 black men who wanted our phone #, Derek, Miranda...And well I have listed enough but there were others.

I recieved a wounderdful sence of motion sickness from the demon loop, spinning cars, candy apple, cotton candy, and pepsi, all combined together is a turning sea which is my stomach. But alas it is worth ever nauseating moment. I shall try and cherris the remaining hour or so of the night Becuase within 6 hours I shall rise again until to prepare to march in the Annual Coast Guard prade. So come jolly men cheer me on and throw candy. I like it
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    Right now-Van halen

Still reflective of my mood in the last entry, only ive had more time to calm down

Throughout life people will make you mad,
disrespect you and treat you bad
Let God deal with the things they do
Cause hate in your heart will consume you too..

i feel this song is appropriate right now! I NEED to write poems, songs, stories, whatever but i just need to but things just wont "flow" i intend on sleeping in tomorow.
So be on the look out for one!
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    Just the 2 of us-Will Smith

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Anna and the horrible no-good very bad day.
-Anna goes for a run. anna almost dies in the heat. Can't handle 3 miles. Feels discouraged
- Anna has to go to band pratice instead of seeing her out of towns cousins. While everyone is at a family party Anna is at band pratice ready to cry.

- Anna can't march to save her life. She is the only girl out of sync. It's day 2 and anna is alreayd convinced that marching bamd is the most horrible place ever. Everyone is very mean to her and her companian because they worked for years to be in the band and they are just freshman. A very nice girl tells anna that she better learn how to march right otherwise she is just gonig to embarrass herslef and everyone around her. Anna gets homes and cries for a long time. Anna lets it get to her and takes it very personaly. Anna questiosn if she can survive this year...

-Anna gets sick from crying so much and suddenly that ham&cheese sandwhich does not sit right.
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    scilence